Dear John

These past few days were definitely unexpected  I can't deny the feelings that we shared they were true.  I'm torn between love and reason But I have made a final decision for myself and my future  just like you did a year ago. You choose for us what you thought was for the greater good. You were right, and now  I am doing the same and it hurts me to have to see us go through this again. I would never want you to go through the pain I did because I love you still  and appreciate you, I respect what we had. It was a big part of my life n I am grateful for everything we experience and learned along the way. The women I've become I owe to you and know that wherever I may find you I will always smile unto you. I will forever hold you in my heart.. But I must continue my journey without you and I will continue loving you... in silence. This is coming straight from the heart teach you already manage to open me up. I like it. Smiley face.